I was going to write last night but Michael kept on coming in and bugging me to go on the computer so I had no time. Aren't rich people supposed to have more than one computer. They ARE rich. I finally got a new layout and I actually like it. The devil one reminds me of Ana and the angel one reminds me of Nina. Those girls were some fun, I miss them.
I got to call me dad last night and it was really hard. Kara only lets me call every couples of weeks since it's long distance and she doesnt want to waste money. I think there's something wrong with him now. He was talking like a drunk person but knew exacly what he was saying. Like that one time when I showed up at the movies and Jamie's bf seemed high but they broke up and he knew exactly what he had said. Being alone and having no one is killing my dad. I love him so much, one of the few people that I actually love. I just want him to be the way he used to be even though I know that's not possible. He gave everything up just to make me happy, and when I actually am, I get taken away and he is there with nothing. Someday I am just going get him everything in the world. He deserves it. And my mom? She's living in Pennsylvania, the same town BOTH my parents once dreamed of, together. I hate her, she left everything that needed her just to get what she wanted.