Since when did life start getting better? I like this.
Yesterday was the first day that I actually had no homework to do. I don't know what was up with that but it was nice. It's getting harder for me to concentrate on my work, whatever used to be there keeping me motivated to succeed is now gone.
Last night was a good one, Kora was back at work for the night at some meeting, Brad was working, Lyndsay was out with friends, Michael with friends, and Heather (suprise suprise) had friends over. I'm not allowed to be home alone for some reason but since Heather was preoccupied I basically got some free time to myself.
What do I do in my free time? Now...basically nothing. I just go wherever I can think and clear my mind. I layed down in the backyard and looked up at the trees, it wasn't dark yet so there were no stars but the breeze was wonderful and I was just feeling so good. When it did start getting colder, I went to the driveway and sat on the top of Heather's civic. Man if she saw me sitting there, on top of her car, I would be dead. but that never occured to me at the time. I just sat there, watching all the cars that go by and the occasional people walking or riding bikes by. These house are kinda spread out so you don't see the neighbors so much, I kinda wish I did. It's nice having that person right down the street that you can just talk to. Thats my goal, to find a neighbor to just talk to before I leave this place. But I like it here now. I am getting used to the people and I have fun. I feel safer but there will always be that piece of me that was left behind.
Things are changing around here. Summer's ending and autumn, my favorite season, is coming up. The best things in life are, hopefully, coming back.