#16 :Adjusting:
2003-08-31 @ 11:29 p.m.

Well this family is definatly bugging the hell out of me again. Heather and Lyndsay went dress shopping today for homecoming today and I think spent around $200 of Kora's money on their dresses. I think that's crazy...or is it just me? I'm not going to the dance even though Lui did ask me but I think he only did because Gabby told him to and the girl he likes will be out of town. Yes yes, that makes me feel oh-so-special. That night me and some other friends are going bowling instead, they know people from other high schools so it should be fun.

Well as I am writing this I am talking to Lauren-my old best friend from chicago. She tells me how people have changed and what has been going on. I feel left out of it all but that makes sense because I am not there with them anymore. It's going to be really weird when I go back over winter break and see my dad and everyone, I kinda don't want to.

Oh my, Michael is on a football team for 7th/8th graders and I hate to say it but some of the 8th graders on his team are really hot. Age doesn't really matter but I would prefer someone my age.

People around here are rubbing off on me, I seem happier when I am at school but then, as soon as I get home, I remember that I hate this place. God, now I call Kora's house "home". I feel bad because my dad is no longer a part of any of it. I (of course) still miss him.


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