So what did you do today? I spent my saturday at school working on a science project. Ryan Withers got his foot cut pretty bad today and it was really weird. Ryan, this boy that I watched last night in the frosh football game, looking all strong and perfect in that uniform. He was nearly crying today. I think he didn't hold it back as much as he could of because I was the only other person around when it happened and he knew I wouldn't make fun of him or anything. We were working together on expiriments today and I got to know him a lot better. I've seen him around school a lot but we have never really talked. We were saying what we wanted to do when we finished highschool and what we want to get done by the time we finish highschool. Me? I have no idea where my life is going right now. I have no idea where I will be in 5 or ten years but he is so different. Ryan's going into the army as soon as he graduates and the whole summer before senior year he will be away at basic training. This really suprised me because I thought his life would be something much more simple than that. Like being in a frat house or something like that. I assumed by the way he seemed that he came from a stable family where life has never been too hard. He didn't. I gained a new friend today.
I walked home from that around 5ish because the weather was so nice and when I got home I finished the rest of my homework and did some cleaning that Kora said would help her out. I'm the only kid that actually does work in this house. They say Brad is a real ass at the because "they are lazy"-they say. Maybe that is just because they are all spoiled brats. He's never yelled me to clean my room. I went online and basically did nothing for awile after that but Bianka started talking to me. She said she hates highschool but it's really funny, people are basically the same, and that I'm missing out on a lot of killer parties there. Yea, I wish I was in chicago and I really wanna go see a football game with people but there's almost no chance that I'll go see my dad for any weekend. Kora gets so annoyed with him and he is her brother so she doesn't like me being with him too much until she knows he's ok. Bianka also told me that Angel misses me so I called him as soon as I got offline.
He's basically the same boy that I left behind when I came to california. Right now he has another hoochie girlfriend who he will be broken up with in a couple weeks. And then things will be just like they were before. Again. Angel has never really smoked but I think he drinks more now than he did before. He's not as smart as he used to be. I wish I was there just to try and set him straight. Everyone always said we were like an old married couple even though we never dated. I just was always trying to make him do the right thing and he thought it was so funny trying to get me pissed off. Guys here are much more easier to handle.
People can change, but not if they have no reason to.