~This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13 - hour drive
I missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives when but so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word there
Will be a hidden message about a boy that's
Loves a girl
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off
Pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
-:Boxcar Racer: "There is":-
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Well since I have come to this town, my life has completely flip-flopped. I have had a blast but never forgot the people who made me what I am. They have the core of my heart and aren't forgotten because, where would I be without them?
Here, I have finally found that person that can make you feel complete when you are with them. This must be a real shocker to whoever knows me or reads my diary, it's Lui. I walked home with him last night after a big group of us went to the movies and we just talked non-stop the whole time. I never knew he was that insightful, it's great! By the time we were on my street he asked me out and I said yes. He's the greatest and the really good thing about it is that nothing has changed between the two of us. I hope it can stay that way.