I wanna be a model, I want to feel beautiful. That's what most girls my age think a lot of the time. I don't know why I'm saying it but I want this too. There is a fashion show at school and I wish I was in it, I didn't even try but now I wish I did. I don't have enough things going on right now and tht would have been fun. Last year me and my old friend, Kaisa, always would say how we wanted to be more like Tyra Banks. Sad right? This is one of those times when you have no confidence. But I can't say I am that bad because every time I do I end up getting a room full of people yelling at me. I'm not that skinny but it works our since I have decent boobs and an ass. Oh yes now my life is complete! Being sarcastc.
My school bus is completely packed in the afternoons so I walk home... and I don't live in the walking distance. Three or four blocks with people/friends and a lot longer all by myself. No complaints yet. I have it good though because Heather drives me, Lyndsay and her friend in the morning so I don't have to ride the bus ever!
Homecoming is coming up in a couple weeks and I think it's really stupid. I mean as freshmen it's not as important as it is for the upperclassmen. I know girls who are all worried about who they are going with, what to wear, how to do their hair, nails and all that shit. This is homecoming. Not the prom. But I still wish I was asked but all the guys I hang with probably won't even go or have girls they want to take.
I have decided to do powderpuff! That's girls football if you didn't know. I need a sport and something to be doing and football is the best. Lyndsay said it's a lot of fun and I wanted to do it anyway so I gotta find out about that.